When I moved to Chicago in 1998, I planned to write. I was almost 22 and spent my birthday two days after arriving playing pool with the only friend I had in town. We didn’t talk about starting a lit mag that night, I think I can say with certainty, though I actually don’t have any recollection of talking about much of anything, really. It was a less heady time, perhaps. Or perhaps there was a girl in the bar I was tantalized by from afar and we spoke of it. Perhaps we were silly drunk — though I think that part comes later.
What I did those first couple years in Chicago doesn’t particularly matter. I managed to come quickly to the realization that, whatever people do with their lives be damned, I would make things. And Chicago’s a wonderful city for that pastime. Whether it pays or not, there are thousands of people making things, from trash sculptures to paintings to novels, unencumbered by the trappings that compel some to refer to an aggregate of humans as an industry.
Though I scribble to you from Birmingham, AL, Deep South, USA, today, my mind most of the time is half-wedged between the right angles of the city grid, under the flickering streetlamps freezing in the snow, shoved up against you a crowded Friday at the Hideout, at the Rainbo, Skylark, wherever. Just as I’ve often joked that I left my native South Carolina to spend a decade thinking about her in Chicago, so something of the reverse is becoming here.
So, an attempt at a definition:
Chicago Lit is words inspired by doom, the story that springs eternal from the youthful sprint from the mugger on your way home at 3AM. She’s my favorite THE2NDHAND story — “The Astronaut of the Year,” by Joe Meno, or Al Burian’s wishful Chi history “Zangara,” Brian Costello’s “Floating to Chicago,” Literago host Gretchen Kalwinski’s “Meantime” and all the gems that hit my inbox daily (dominated by the great city’s scribes as they are). She’s a Dollar-Store Friday night a month at the Hideout before a night of reading on the door stool at another bar, a conversation with Eric Graf about the potential of indie broadcasting never acted upon, a zine fair or BEA stopover and all the parties where the kids get a little, and the older folks a lot, too hammered.
She’s a crowd of 15 of three million humans in the back of Quimby’s or the front of the Hungry Brain, or 100 at the Hideout, or 6 on the second floor of Myopic, or 10 at the Comix Revolution in Evanston, all gathered for tale telling, or surface-level or depth-charging wordsmithery, for the back-and-forth afterward at some nearby beer hole, all those times the event potential feels a great deal smaller than you realize later that it really is, time ceasing to be and camaraderie inserting itself as if of its very own accord into an argument about the relative merits of any number of things, the totality so ecstatic it once put me down, it did. I fell out a year and a half ago of a conversation in which I attempted to give directions to two scribes visiting from Louisville. The reading had been not so great, the night afterward nothing to write home about, but ‘twas a day full of activity — the afternoon at a table in an art fair peddling magazines and books and by this silly end, I’d not eaten since noon. I cracked my head on the bar on the way down. We have something to talk about for life.
An experiential totality, Chicago Lit’s likewise that next morning, sitting at a desk with pen or keyboard, jotting the insult of it all down.
Todd Dills is the editor of Chicago- and Birmingham-based lit broadsheet and online magazine THE2NDHAND. His first novel, Sons of the Rapture, was published by Featherproof in September 2006.